Recently, I made a mistake and got completely drunk and made out with my roomate. I didn't have any rational otherwise I would have never done that. I told him everything and he broke up with me. Later that same night he took me back and said we were fine. One week later he was distant and told me he needed a break. Basically he broke up with me. He said he didn't know if he was in love with me anymore. It's been a little over a week and I'm dying. He said he broke up with me because things were going too fast and I was pressuring him into marriage. He said the thing with my roomate topped it off. He said he realized the seriousmess when he got me a phone on his plan. He said we can be friends but we can't talk for a while and he needs to find out if "I'm the one he can't live without." I talked to him once and asked him if he would go to my friend's wedding with me and he said no, then kept going on about how thats awkward and we can be friends but it's only been a week and we shouldn't talk a lot. What do I do and will he come back?

VictorM's advice:

He's trying to hold on to you but your betrayal is too much for him to handle. Forgetting you is not easy since he was so emotionally invested in you, but every ounce of strength he finds will take him a step further away from you; only moments of weakness makes it appear like he's still trying to work things out.

Will he ever get over your betrayal? It's possible but improbable.

Do you think that if you get completely drunk that you could kill someone? Have sex with a horse? Of course not. So cut out the bullshit about not being rational when you fucked your roommate. You didn't do anything you weren't willing to do all along. You're using alcohol as an excuse.